I hurt myself today, To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain, The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away, But I remember everything


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What have I become?, My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away, In the end
And you could have it all, My empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns, Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time, The feelings disappear
You are someone else, I'm still right here

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If I could start again, A million miles away
I would keep myself, I would find a way